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Saturday, August 8th, 2009
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Saturday, February 28th, 2009
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wondering now if i have an actual physical brain disease.
can't think, can't draw, thoroughly unfocused
no patience, no foresight; performing sequential tasks is like trying to navigate a thick fog--don't see the steps in front of me
more or less given up on creating anything
head feels strained and heavy in the front, sometimes on the right side, makes me cringe
pretty much losing my mind, i think
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Saturday, November 8th, 2008
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Wat is uppppp
I haven't been keeping up with this livejournal sht
I got a facebook though and I am neglecting that too now
So apparently i hurt my back at work and in my discomfort i slept on my shoulder wrong
My back cleared up in two days but my shoulder has been in super pain for like over a week now
son of a bitch
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Thursday, August 21st, 2008
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I've got a ton of fabric I picked up over the last few years for making plush toys and shit that I never got around to. Lots of alova suede and stuff like that, stretch velour, some really soft tricot, fleece, flannel, mostly in smaller quantities (yards, half yards) great for accessories or pillows. Want any of this stuff? I'll sell it to you cheap. Give me a call, yeah? Tuition's due in a day or two so I need some moneys.
Also need to sell my mazda 323. Manual transmission. White. Some body damage, but seems to run fine (better than my new car, actually...) A few hundred bucks and it's yours. Tell your friends.
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Thursday, August 7th, 2008
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2008
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What the
The dealers' room and Artist's Alley at Anime Vegas are SOLD OUT
What the fuck
There are only SIX artist's tables
What the shit
And did I hear that admission is going UP?
What the cocking shitfucks
And I had all sorts of cool shit to bring this year too :(
Well guys, looks like I've gotta find another con if I want to sell shit this year. Preferably one that I've got a couple months to prepare for. Ideas?
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Wednesday, May 14th, 2008
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aaaahahahahahahaha
oh man. look. LOOK at this. (Contains avatar: the last airbender spoilers... but I'm pretty sure there's nothing that will upset you to the extent that these people are.)
http://greenifyme.deviantart.com/journal/18275637/
"My...heart stopped...I like, have nothing else to say...."
"The feeling is honestly equivalent to the death of a relative."
"My god. I think my heart just stopped. I'm gonna go away from DevArt and the fandom forever after this. I'm just gonna go and...die now."
"The pain goes way too deep to describe."
The best posts are probably by ~FoamyFanatic718, who responded to trolling with calm and rational dignity:
"You know what? Fuck you. I hope, in my heart of hearts, you get sent to a federal prison, and DROP THE FUCKING SOAP! Then, in a brutal prison riot, you get mercillously shanked by a psychopathic prisoner."
"Why...? Why? Why?! WHY?! WHY DID THEY HAVE TO RUIN A GOOD SERIES?! ... damn them... Damn Bryke to the pits of hell... may they rot for all eternity! I HOPE THEY DIE!!!"
"Oh, you want to fuck with me, bitch? bring it on you fucking douchebag! BRING. IT. ON!!!!!"
"yeah... I swear... if one, ONE, Kaatanger mocks Zutara... I'll freaking KILL THEM!!!"
To my fangirl friends: Am I being insensitive here? I mean, since when did a lack of canon prevent anyone from enjoying whatever creepy fan pairing they wanted? Were there Draco+Harry fans who got to the end of book seven and were so shocked and dismayed that the two didn't end up together that they promptly hung themselves with their stripey slytherin scarves?
Oh, internet. You bring all the funniest extremes right to my front door. I love you.
On that note, however, if there's anything to this Ema Skye + Prosecutor Gavin relationship I swear to God I'll kill every single Skyvin shipper with a fucking flail.
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Thursday, February 28th, 2008
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omg brawl in nine days
it comes out in the middle of midterms. GOODBYE, ACADEMIC ACHIEVEMENT
Thinking of having a brawl party tho, after midterms.
at my shitty ghetto house, or maybe even at the MSU (might be easier, depending on their spring break hours...)
who is down with that?
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Monday, February 18th, 2008
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All is well. It's come to my attention, on a deeper level than usual, that I know some really amazing people. The kind that encourage you to greater things than you'd ever be capable of on your own. People who care for me, and who will go to great lengths and great personal expense to avoid hurting me, even when I've done something completely deserving of it. People who will call from two states away just to remind me that I'm appreciated. These are the people that, for some cosmic reason, stay with you for life--and I hope more than anything that they will, because sometimes they're all that's keeping me alive and well.
Even though I've been rejected tonight, I've honestly never felt more loved.
[/sentimental hallmark bullshit]
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No, really. At everything I do, I pretty much blow. Why do I try? There are so many other people who seem to have the will, or some inherent ability, to do better. Yeah, they're usually stupid as a bag of hammers, but they're apparently a lot better at getting shit done than I am. I wish there wasn't a social standard. I wish there was no real benefit to actually succeeding at anything, because I'd clearly be a lot happier if I could spend my whole life starting shit and not finishing it.
Why do people use myspace? It looks like shit. Seriously, it looks like absolute shit. You've got to have zero sense of aesthetics to appreciate the myspace interface. And yet, everyone who's ever modified their myspace page--for instance, with music, or a snazzy background, or a new font--has only succeeded in making it look shittier. I'm serious. How is it even possible for something to be this terrible? You've got to have skill to fuck something up that badly. As much as I suck, I don't think I could create an interface which actually COULD NOT be made attractive. This is probably the most positive thought I have had about myself in the last hour or so.
What's this? I'm pouring myself a drink. Fantastic. Now I'm turning to alcohol to solve my problems. No, not really. I never drink enough to actually get drunk or anything. You'd have to weigh like 60 pounds to get drunk off of half a glass of white wine. It's almost like I just hope it will help somehow.
Well, this is what I'm like when I get depressed, guys. Mopey, ranting, and angry at everything. Right now, I'm angry at plastic. FUCK plastic.
Anyway, it looks pretty dead here, so I'll get back to pretending to make progress on my art projects. Drop me a line if you want to hear more of this for some reason.
[edit]hhahahahahaha oh fuck man
this bailey's irish cream is FIVE YEARS EXPIRED
HOLY SHIT
feeling a little better now :D hope I don't die or anything!![/edit]
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Wednesday, January 23rd, 2008
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Monday, December 31st, 2007
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I'm sitting here making margaritas and doing shots of baileys and cream
ALONE
STUPID WORLD, I'LL KICK YOU RIGHT IN THE BALSL
My car is messed up, so I won't do anything dumb. At least, not anything involving my car.
This year, I resolve to:
- Do one digital painting FROM LIFE (or from a good photo) ever day, even if it's SHIT, to build up my visual library
- Halfway through the year, this can be changed to "participate in conceptart.org's daily sketch challenge"
- Get a job related to my career, even if it's just sweeping floors at Cyanworlds
SAIGhasoighaoishgaoishgtiosagh
WHAT ARE YALL DOING
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Thursday, December 27th, 2007
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This is not good. We are not happy.
I've got a giant hospital bill from earlier in the year.
I was in a minor car accident Christmas Eve. Not sure how much that will cost me.
And now, long story short, Wells Fargo has fucked me over royally, and I owe them 650 dollars in overdraft fees.
650 dollars in FUCKING OVERDRAFT FEES.
I shouldn't have bought so many lattes. No, seriously. They charged me 34 dollars per transaction until I figured out I was overdrawn. I would've been better off withdrawing 300 dollars from an ATM, paying for my $80 worth of purchases, and just LOSING the rest.
Read all about it on my DeviantART journal. If any of you guys want any of that stuff, let me know. I'd prefer it go to someone local so I don't have to worry about shipping.
Man, I really never thought my DEBIT card would fuck me over so badly. You hear about this sort of thing happening with credit, but goddamn.
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Wednesday, December 26th, 2007
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Monday, December 10th, 2007
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So... I modified my webcam to pick up light only in infrared.
(all the blue shit is trees. for some reason, my dog shows up that color, too.)
the potential applications of this are... practically none. i've heard you can use it to look through women's clothing, but i've been watching this thing for about six hours and not one naked lady has walked by. science fucks me over again.
ironically, the flourescent lights in my room emit hardly any infrared. so not only is this thing ineffective at seeing in the dark, I've made it ineffective at seeing with the lights on, too. BEHOLD, HUMAN INNOVATION!
( (edit: more photos under cut) )
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Friday, November 9th, 2007
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Anyone wanna go see Across the Universe this weekend?
of course, this is on the pretense that this general malaise i'm feeling doesn't develop into a stomach flu or diabeetus or anything.
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Friday, October 5th, 2007
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I has a wii
post ur wii numbers so that i might harass you forever
0377 6971 8940 0199
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Wednesday, September 12th, 2007
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girlfriend broke up with me
this is going to require a lot of nintendo therapy
prepare yourself, local gamestop employees. I am lonely and pathetic again. with a vengeance.
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Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
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